what have i done?

this year, for christmas, jarred and i have decided to not buy each other gifts and instead to make or do something for each other. very sentimental and lovey dovey and all that. only problem is, i have no idea what to do! and this whole thing was my stupid idea! it's not that i can't think of things that i could do, but i can never decide if my ideas are good ones or not. it probably doesn't help that i'm not very sentimental myself. it's not that i don't care, i just need help. so why did i come up with the idea of doing christmas this way? good question. i'll let you know when i figure out what i was thinking at the time.
i'm pretty un-creative when it comes to gift giving so this is going to be a disaster. don't judge me too harshly though, because i'm pretty sure he doesn't know what he's doing either.
and yes i realize christmas is next saturday.

pray for me.